Look at all that shit needed for me to not get pregnant. It’s crazy to me having to implant a foreign object in my arm is my best option.
I forget to take the pill, my own fault I know. I was on the pill when I got pregnant both times. The shot made me crazy and I had my period the entire time. IUD scares me I feel like it’s just going to get lost somewhere. At least the nexplanon I can feel that it’s still there.
I am grateful to live in a country where I have so many options.
I just always have on my mind how toxic it is for us. At the end of my 3 years with the implant I went a little crazy. Crying, angry, eating EVERYTHING even my hair was a mess.
But here I am getting it again because the rest of the time on it was great.
Also I feel like men could NEVER handle all of this. The bleeding the hormones the cramps, let alone having a baby. Sometimes I feel bad when I’m being a bitch…..then I think you are in control of your body and emotions so o don’t feel bad.
Anyways that’s my rant on birth control today. As I laid there today trying not to look as they replaced my Nexplanon I had to remind myself to breathe. It’s all about breathing people.